I just about had a panic attack in my closet. It went from "ok, I've gain some weight" to "oh, holy freaking crap! none of my clothes fit how they should! i have nothing to wear out tonight. i hate myself for doing this! i can't go out tonight!" etc., etc. Needless to say, I'm not feeling good about myself and it's my own fault. I'll update tomorrow, and be warned, I plan to very honest with you and myself about what I look like and how it got this way in the past 3 months. Scary.